what are you trying to teach me ?

I don’t get it, it’s been over 2 years now since we started talking and I still don’t know why.

Ok, we both agree we won’t work out romantically – I think… :/ – so then why have we met?

My belief is that everyone you meet you meet for a reason.

If it’s not romance, it must be something else.

It frustrates me that I don’t know why we met yet, I really try to think of every possible reason but I haven’t managed to crack it yet.

Tonight I thought to myself maybe it was to teach me how to deal with people not liking me, to teach me how to accept when the people I want don’t want me back, but I’m not convinced that’s it.

There must be more to it, why we’ve spoken for 2 years.

Whatever lesson life is giving to me, it’s a long one.

I hope to find out one day, soon.